Compassion
is defined as the sympathetic concern for the suffering of another. All too
often, it seems so simple to be compassionate toward another, a cause, a
movement, or an idea. It’s far more
difficult to be compassionate with oneself. I don’t know why that is, but I
know it to be true in my own life.
Last
summer, I fell in love. Yep, like head over heels in love with this fine lady.
This is
Quan Yin. In Eastern belief, she is the Goddess of compassion, the one to whom
folks can appeal when they are in need of a bit of sympathy. She can be likened
to the Virgin Mary in Western thought, or to a litany of Pagan Goddesses.
When I
discovered Quan, it was purely by accident. I was researching mudras and
mantras, hoping to expand on my Kundalini practice. Out of nowhere, there she
appeared – with her grace, her stoic nature, and her mantra Om Mani Padme Hum. While it’s difficult
to exactly translate, the Om represents
generosity, the Ma ethics and morals,
Ni reminds one to be patient, Pad encourages diligence, Me is the reunification of the self and
spirit, and Hum a request for wisdom.
How
totally complete.
Collectively,
this mantra represents, for me, at least, the ultimate request. I seek all of
these things in my life, and hope that through the repetition of the mantra,
along with careful meditation on Quan and her wisdom, I might gain some
insight.
I’ve
been thinking about Quan since May began, namely because I recognize the fact
that in order to finally kick this, I need to be compassionate … toward myself.
I need to call to mind the reasons for which I am embarking on this journey
again, seeking the wisdom of the folks who know best, and to be patient in the
process. This is a journey, to be sure, but with the right attitude, it doesn’t
seem insurmountable. I know that Quan’s guidance and my diligence will bring
about the changes I seek.
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