Ever
have one of those days where all of a sudden the bottom of the to-do list
suddenly gets done? I slept soundly last
night, after a fantastically shitty day.
I mean, it was a crayons-kick-rocks kind of day. Work was for shit, plans for the evening
weren’t clear, and meal prep took a long long time. Skipped a bath in lieu of prep and
conversation, and I went to sleep somewhat disjointed. I woke to plans for the gym (#squatbooty),
tea with 211, and pages. I’m trying to
address the Vata Pitta balance of food in my world, so I woke with that on my
mind.
After
making coffee, I found myself reassessing certain parts of my space – I hadn’t
watered this poor garden in weeks!
The
faeries are likely to be a little pissed at me, to be sure. But, that prompted a rearrange of my plants
and the feng shui of my spot, which is always welcomed. After I made amends with my faerie garden, I
decided to tackle some of the bullshit I’ve been letting slide. Finally took down and replaced a mini-blind
that Rubin and I broke one drunken summer night last year; reattached a curtain
rod, cleaned the fridge, scrubbed the tub, even swept the common area in my
building … all shit that I leave go for a while until I can’t stand it.
I had a
conversation the other day about having someone come in to clean an apartment
or house. The person with whom I was
speaking suggested that it was the easiest way.
But I disagree. I find a certain
grace in doing the things I did this morning.
Not that any of it was glamorous; rather, it helps me center in a way
that leaving a check on the counter for a cleaning person never has. Maybe I’m in the minority here.
All I
know is after I returned from tea with 211, I felt a decided amount of
gratitude walking into my space. It felt
fresh, making me feel fresh, making me excited for this upcoming season change,
month change, mind change.
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